Hey , peepo . ;D
Elaine is here to blog once again ...
Many thing happened in between for this few days ...
Firstly , sadly i passed my chinese with the marks of (44.1/2./60)
Actually is expecting a higher one but ... it's over ...
Secondly , went drinking last night due to certain stuff that hurt me ...
I wished he could understand , if only he could read this post that i'm posting .
ELAINE STILL LOVE HIM !! , it's something that i keep for quite a long time ..
May he hate me now , may he doesn't wished to see me now , may he don't wished to be friend
at all now . I only hope he could understand i never meant to harm him or hate him ...
Maybe it's because i did stuffs the wrong way whereby he couldn't accept the fact
that it done by me ...
Many and many had happened between me and him ..
From the time we know each other , become friend , then lover , then friend , then enemy ,
then friend , then enemy , then friend , then enemy , then friend , then lover , then friend and now finally enemy backed again ...
But this time round the feeling is never the same anymore .
It's just felt that this will be the state that will remain forever between me and him
since he had already decided to left ...
There's a lot of word i wanted to say but it just choked inside my throat .
I'm pissed , but at the same time I'm more angry with myself .
I know i can't do without him , i know i rely on him a lot but still ,
these facts couldn't changed anything now ....
I just hope that he would take good care of himself , don't always sleep so late in the night ,
control his spending , enjoyed his life , be more decisive in the future and finally ,
never get into unnecessary trouble with anyone anymore ...
That's all i wanted to say , once again i hope he could read this post as it's only way
i could delivered messaged to him ...

Quotes Of The Day :
Anonymous
Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins,
but we always recognize the moment it ends?

Tagged Replied :

19 May 10, 19:53

AhbeaR: (: was here to tag cheers
ELAINE : Cheers ! ;D

22 May 10, 01:18

Aloy: i found your link on facebook xD maybe you can go read on my profile ~
ELAINE : Can pass me your url ??? ;D