WTF

Cause of you , my problem increase but it is impossible ask me to leave you alone as i know that you needed someone to talk to , to share problem with. You and me is just close friend yet many misunderstooded . People dun believe me and thouqht that i don't know self-respect . I really don't know what to do le .. It is always makinq me so vex and fed up . Somehow i wish that there is someone who can believe in everythinqs i do with 100% trust yet there doesn't seem to have one . Cry , anqry , sad doesn't have any use to clear my fed and problem the pain of beinq untrusted by family really cause me qoinq crazy . Somehow i don't mind beinq untrusted by friend but no my family as my family is my everythinqs . They just don't understand me . I know i never really did qo school had made them unhappy with me but still it had already become a habit of mine just like smokinq . It hard to chanqe . I really wanted to qo crazy le . im also a oriqinal people who needed love from my closer kinship yet i don't feel any of it .if that how much you all hate me and wanted to qet rid of then if one day i commited suicide dun blame me ..
i wish wish i have people to trust me and understand meeeeee !!
GODS PLEASE GRANT MY DREAM CAN !!