Fuck you !

Yesterday ,
when to school and reach at 8a.m . had lessons untill 10a.m and skipped mother tougue lessons with ariel denise and others to go for lower secondary recess ... Had breakfast till 10.20a.m and when to 2nd floor toilet with ariel , denise , yiling , xinyan and was listening to "toilet" lesson.
Had a puff there than suay suay kana caught by DM ... lols .
he than ask us empty our bag and whatsoever ..
than later , when to general office with yiling , ariel and xinyan and call parents to come to school ..
Than , ismail interview me and take statement and all that than go back to class ..
i heng heng only kana warning .. (:
Had assembly and watch the dancers dance don't know what dance and was car back home with denise at her mother car .. (:
Her mother good siols , give me hongpao .. (x
reach home at 1plus had some nagging lessons by sister they all and should go crossfire play lan de but when to bed at 6plus untill now than wake up lols ..

Baby ,
You're the one who took my heart without force .
The one who left so much memories behind ,
The one who leave without leaving any traces .
How can i forget you after all you give and take ?
How can i forgive you for all you done and cause ?
I love you once and i still do ,
I hate you twice but i don't feel .
In you , i found happiness and heartwarming .
In you , i find sadness and heartbreaking .
If only time can return ,
If only time can stop .
I will choose to hold you tight ,
And i will never let you go .
But now time had pass and the night are here
Is time that i should let you heard .
Goodbye my love ...

I'm .....

Yesterday was tired
so never post , i will post today..
yesterday , wake up at 11a.m and when for training till 2.30p.m
and rush back home cause meeting the rest at interchange at 3.30 .
bath and all .. and finally go find them .
Haas , sorry guy for being late for 10mins .
after that , with junior , denise , he tong and shieh ying mrt to pasir ris
to meet teacher , And WTF the top-up card machine sot de try many times before can top-up .. ji bai one ...
After that found teacher at kfc and she treat us kfc so good . (:

MAKAN MAKAN !

After had my first meal for yesterday , was MRT back to bedok with he tong , shieh ying and denise cause junior left 1st ...

See You !

when to crossfire for lan till 9plus and each of us when to our
individual ways ..
For me i when to bubble tea shop and celebrate CNY ,
Was helping family to sell of some accessory and was shouting LELONG LELONG 1 for $3 bucks .. lols ..

1 FOR $3 faster come !

At 12plus was drinking beer and was seh seh but never drunk ..
Sayhaw was later drunk and i do good people for once support him back home and take care of him for the whole night ...
That all for yesterday ...
As for today , nothing much to blog .. having reunion dinner later ..
don't feel like eating also ..
I only know my mood now was angry , sian and lots of randoms emotions ..
That all .. will update later ...
Heys ! don't you think that you're being guo fen ? fancy tell people that someone who is so young to be your boy'f and never explain ?
Fuck OFF !!!
I HATE YOU ALL !!

Ended its with a smile (:

Despite we had been together for sometime , i know the fact that we will break sooner or later ..
I long for patching back again , but its seem hard . Despite the fact i still love you much , i decided that i should let you go since this relationship had cause you so much a burden .
Forget me as soon as possible . its the best for you .
Toward all this times , i realise that love one person doesn't really had to had him as a stead or demanding him to accompany you for all the time .
You happy i feel double the happiness ,
you sad i feel triple the sadness .
Letting you go is the best way for showing that i love you still ..
Two days ago , i saw a shooting star at bedok res at night ...
My wish that time is letting you be happy always ..
No matter how harsh is my oncoming journey ,
Don't worry i'm strong , i can get over its .
Is time i had to learn to be independent without you .
Cheer up (:
Let us ended with a smile so that we will only remember the happy
monent we had together ...
(:

My Army Boii ...

Love between us seems had been lesser down by an amount i also cannot measure . But for real i love you deep .
Qurrall between us seem to have been more and more . small thing can also qurrall .
i ain't feeling good .
I'm so tired yet i cannot do anything to it .
Love is not forever but once had it , i'm happy ..
If someday we result into break up , I won't be surprise .
But i still hope thing will change overtime and had positive result ..
During this time , I'm sure i can stay strong ...

I hate you , I love you and and and ...... arghh !

Never post for long , blog is diedd now . i think .
0kays let me recall yesterday barhs ..
Yesterday , wake up at 5a.m plus and should be going to school de . But meet up my friendd to when to have breakfast at the nearby prata shop .. (: Somewhere in 8a.m plus , go lepak lepak with danish and friends and when to nina house slack till 11a.m plus .. after that , when to another friends house and play audition and was like what the fuck ? my db4 sucks ! to the core siols , But beat up for techno party still okays have 600k plus (: . Long time never play audi also le .. miss ya .. ): .
Anyways , stay at her house till 2pm plus and when i when to find my mother .. (:
And happy also she give me $150 bucks (x .. Good right ?? haas ..
Than after that when home for awhile and just when i was about to go and bath , yongzhi call and say elvy sprainedd her ankle very serious and don't know what than i rush down to find her ... In the end , know that they cheatedd me cause they miss me and when meet me .. hees .. (: But was angry for sure and scold people ... but awhile later 0kays le .. Had some miserable talk , tears flows like a river and lots of random emotions for randoms ..
After that , stay at bubbles tea shop and play tamiya cars whiles elvy they all go home (: ...
When i get to see the speed of my car i was like .. stun . Last time saw her(confirm is a girl) she run like a tortise ,
But now saw her run like macham want break down the track like that .. run thought to slope , the slope will vibrate .. Can imagine the speed ..
But credits to Baba and kian siang for the modified of its . (: .
Play till 8plus and when home , That its for my long long days yesterday .. (:


Today , wake up at 6a.m plus meet up aiai to go school but when to eat breakfast instead . (: Eat till 8a.m plus and when for a smoke , i smoke till half-ways saw melvin they all coming out from the shop and they went for puff toos ! due to the not enough of cig's , i smoke till half-ways share with melvin ..
after that , when to find danish and gang to slack and smoke again and see them dance . (:
somewhere in 9a.m plus , go back to school cause very sians . than have lessons till 1.30p.m . When for a puffs with genesis and went back to school again with aiai cause got excursion to NAFA !!! .
Reach NAFA at 2plus ? (i think) and when to see the artwork done by the student there .. The artwork was like no words can describe very very chio .. the pricing for one is all above $1000 ..
Never regreted going there ,
Due to one-way transport and was near bugis , me and aiai went shopping at bugis street ..! (:
bought two slogan tee that read like this ..
1)MEN are like LAXATIVES they irritate the shit out of you .
2)MEN are like commericials you can't believe a word they say ..
True right ? haas ..
Shopping till 4plus and mrt buses back home ..
Thats its for today , (:

Boi , despite the way you treated me i still love you so .
Not lesser but deeper .
Not hate you but love you ...
Cause of you , i cry .
i bleed , i feel heartpain .
Yet you doesn't seem to realize .
Forsaking you seems easy outside
but it is hard inside .
Mermories of you ,
does seems happy at first
But not at last .
We were so close yet so far away .
Sorry to you
for not able to set you free .
Stay strong to me till
the days you realize......
08/10/08
The Day i Fall for you

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New Year ?

Heys guys , was lazy to blog for the past few days ,
Now i think i got to try to operate my blog again uhs ..

Hahas , yesterday countdown was like rotting at home ? untill somewhere around 2a.m plus
than Wugui friends call and say that they was clubbing than jio him go than me and sister follow .
But in the end was like the place appear in front of me doesn't really equal to what i'm thinking of .. In the end was shagg and when home . But wugui stay to play with his friends .
Around 3a.m plus or maybe 4a.m plus , Da Jie call and told my sister that she was at clark quey alone clubbing than was bored .
Due to she was alone than we was worry about her we go down to clark quey and find her .
At clark quey saw many people with the condition of drunk or seh don't know larhs .
Than later , We bought a big bottle of voka and when to east coast to drink .
Later wugui ride bicycle and join us .
Wasn't really drinking alot cause manys are yawning and feeling tired .
Drink untill left maybe 30% than was car back home ..
Bought breakfast to eat and was blogging now ...

Tomorrow school reopen le . I swear i got to study hard for this year and not wasting my time like the way i'm last year . The best thing is i hope i still can make it back to express steam ..
Hoping now isn't too late for me to realize that education is important barhs .
Start anew maybe is hard but i'm confident that i can make it .
That old elaine has change .
Friends , thank for that couselling section that you have for me despite you are being nagging and act like a old grandfather but its sure did inspire me and make me wake up ..
Your words i will remember .
THE AMOUNT YOU PAY FOR YOUR SCHOOL FEE IS THE AMOUNT YOU WILL TAKE BACK AS YOUR SALARY .
Dear , i promise you i will study hard and i mean it , so don't always worry about me . I can do it .
For 'you' i will study hard and prove it to you that i wasn't a pile of shit that was spending daddy hard-earned money and my brother can get scholarship i also can . I will let you to have nothing bad to say about me this year and regain your confident towards me ...

Haas , i think is the time that i ended my long post ,
Anyways Happy New Year everyone ..
(: