Haiishhh

what should i do siarhs ! was like this few day troublinq over relationship , school problem and many other thinqs , just really wish that i can qet over everythinqs in the past . in fact , i also want a stable relationship with someone i truly and madly in love with . Yet now i dun think i really can do all this . i dun wish that my feelinq now was like a spare tyre for the others and was like a crush or others thinqs barhs .. That why i been controllinq myself and i also think that i am beinq selfish by doinq all this thinqs that shouldn't be done . The deep scar in my heart was like somethinqs that couldn't be heal somethinq that i also dun wish to talk , to share . i just want to keep that to myself . i know by saidinq all this thinq im beinq merciless or what barhs . But i think i really need to said this . Im just beinq selfish cause i cannot qet rid of the feelinq i had for my previous boi and i try many quys yet in the end break up due to my unfaithfulness . Yet i am still beinq a honqster . play around . Somehow i think i still in the need of time to heal everythinq that hurt my heart so much . Im in a confused mind . Was like alots of thinqs happen to me when i wasn't even thinkinq about it . Thinqs that i never imaqine also did happen .. JUST wish that everythinq will be alriqht . (:

30 September 08

today , wake up at 6plus then qo school ,
have chinese paper then should be 11plus jiu qo home le but then stay back till 12plus for history test ..
later at 2plus when katonq sinq sonq with elvy , eunice and denise ..
later at 4plus me and denise left 1st then i qo smoke awhiles then take cabby back to shop then in the end ask sayhaw to help me pay the fare total 10.50 bucks hehes ..
later 7plus when back home to do sintua thinky in the end kana beat head ..
haiishhh ...
today was quite a fun day barhs (:



Haiishh ,, TROUBLESOME UHS !

28 September 08

Shaqq , lai lai wo lai post lia0s (:

today wake up at 2plus then in de end doinq nothinq ,
then qo back 0rhs 0rhs for a while then
shaqq larhs ! nothinq to do .
Dune0 later wna qo down sister shop marhs cause raininq soon ..
then SI WU GUI pei me stay at home barhs .. hehes
update later ..



SHOULD I OR SHOULD NOT ?

26 sep 08

Boos ! heee ! haaaa ! ..
i back for postinq after MIA for 5 day ..
ermm ... im quite lazy to remember what i did the last days soo lets me start from today barhs ...
Today i did qo school and wake up at 5.45a.m actually should not say wake up should say i never really did sleep barhs .. was up and pei say haw the whole day ...
then i qo bath and force him qo school ... hehes !
At 7plus say haw pei me take bus qo school then he never qo on bus meet , lianq tinq denise , yonq ,zhi and elvy .. (:
had enqlish paper and qo back home then eunice and elvy follow then now
ended up in elvy house typinq bloq ...
hehes will update later if any scary thinky happen ... xDD


HAIISH ! WHAT THE HELL , I FEEL SOOOO VEXEDD !!

Yesterdayy ! 21 september

hehes ! here to post yesterday thinqs as yesterday forqot about its ..
21 September 08

Haiishh , yesterday the same same shedules wake up and qo sister bubbles tea shop .. Shaqq was like no life like that .. ): . At niqhty time somewhere around 8plus barhs ..the blender spoilt .. !! then was like WTF no more spare then qo buy new one .. at first qo bedok shinq shoinq than bo stock .. Than run all the way to pasir ris court to buy blender ...
than on the way back to shop ... Robin korhs korhs INTIAL D ! than i suay suay "FLY" and hit my back than was like damn fuckinq pain lorhs ..
Than qo back home alan korhs korhs help me rub the injuries parts than in the end i was like wana die like that cause the pain was like "ta bo le ta han" But then i never cry .. (: that all for yesterday ! (: YAYS !
will post today want later .. (:


What The Fuck !

Watchhh showw !! wuuu !!

hehes .. today wake up at 7pm !! WTF .. i was like piqqy ..
Go down sister shop and help till 10plus then my sister they all qo eat dinner then i follow ..
then reachh home le ...
hehes later qonna watchh Ghost show with family and friend ..
hehes hope that i won't qet scaredd ! xDD



Haiishh , be frank larhs ! dun lie to me larhs !

Aww ! another bored days

Today wake up at 6.30a.m .. then qo school actually thouqht dun qo want but then PTS call and wake me then in the end qo school .. meet her then qo buy sweet then qo school . was late but bo tai ji . (:
Uh ha ! today i finally finish my D&T pratical (: .. but look like crap ..

Aww ! nothinq more to write about todays le barhs ...
Goinq down to sister Bubble Tea shop to help out soon (;
kays kays ..
till here (:



SomeHow i wish that this world
really have SANTA !

17 September 08

erm ... today wake up at 1 plus cause never qo school ..
then stay at room do this bloq thinky for few hours qlads qot elvy(PTS)
help (: ..
qoinq down to sister bubbles tea shop soon ..
will update later ...

Haiishhh
wish that my family won't qurrall so muchh ):

14 September 08

Haiish ,
lonq time never use a bloq le ..
now delete my 1st one and create a new one ... LOLS !
In the end still lookinq for people to help me customise it .
Haiishh ...
Goinq to sister bubbles tea shop soon ..
will update later ..
till here ... (:


SIANS !!!