Kiss me in the rain ...

Gotten a request from precious to update my blog ...
When to school today but didn't go for art lesson ...
During maths lesson , teacher told us that we will be
learning TOA CAH SOH(dua ka soh) tomorrow ..
I was like .. WTF ? laughing non-stop .
After school , went kfc for lunch with denise and nat .
Terrence join us later ..
Home sweet home at 5 .. ;D

To add on to that post , 9am plus went for breakfast with brother .
11am meet up with denise and stepheno for movie(transformer) with dylan and co .
the whole ended at 8pm plus reaching 9pm ..
Bath etc , and maybe later going for pool with terrence ..
See if i can still tahan cause tomorrow morning ,
I'm meeting Leslie ... ;D

Let talk about today ,
went out to meet terrence at 1am plus .
When jetty afterward , fish fish and mark came ..
Was hungry then , bought a packet of nasi lemak from some street vendor
and is the 1st time that i actually eaten thing from a street vendor ,
i realize that that packet of nasi lemak is so damn fucking delicious luhhs .
wondering is it because I'm hungry ...
After that , mark when back home at 4plus as he wanted to take something to do his training .
So me and terrence walk to the spot where we decided to meet , and guess what .
police car came , and we camouflage with some fishing people there ..
As the uncle was fishing , the police shine it headlight at us see already , and when off ..
Chat with those uncle with mark and terrence and had a fun time disturbing passer-by .
left that place at 6.30am ...
Reach home at 7plus , bath etc
and was blogging now .
Wondering should i go for movie session with dylan and co. ?
As I'm tired .

Freak it out

Love is like a cigarette
once you started it , you'll
eventually get addicted to it .
Wish to kick that habit off , it's hard also .
I'll be your angel , For the last time .
Till i totally get over it ,
Although i don't wish to see you , talk to you .

LALAS

Dedicated to TERRENCE KOK SHAO JUN .
Thank for being with me when i needed to cry on a shoulder
the most ...
I remember the first time we actually meet is thought last year
counseling camp .
And yeah , you actually added me on msn while i didn't know that .
Equal to you added me before that camp cause of my fan group ...
Lols ... Thank for tolerating all those punching that i inflict on your arm .
i bet it hurt as i hit it hard .
It's this year that we really bond together ...
I hope our friendship will last as long as possible .
Till we grow old , married and eventually die ...
And i won't forget the time you told me that i nearly cause you
to fall from a building of 6 storey high ...

Adore

Dedicated to DENISE TAN ... .....

We had been sistar for three year le ..

Been though alot of random event , got funny , heartwarming , survival , Anger and so on .

From your mum like me till now your mum got bad impression of me ...

I remeber i used to tio you when i was sec 1 cause you make me angry due to some P.E

T-shirt stuff ...

But still i don't know why we didn't driff ..

Thank for tolerating my impulsive and bad-tempered .

I really love you so much . :D

It's a blessing to have you as my friend ..

Thank god for giving me such a great gift .

Although we didn't went out together too often .

I still enjoy times with you as you make me laugh like crazy women .

Thank for being with me when i needed someone the most . ;D

Fool

Finally realize that I'm such a fool , fancy being cheated by him for such a long time ..
He lied to me , he told me he's single and will patch with me when he settle all his problem .
And i , believe in every word he say .
I regretted for falling in love with this jerk in the first place , and seriously ,
this is so far in my life the first thing i regretted .
Thank you WONGSAYHAW for teaching me such a good lesson .
thank for teaching me not to fall in love with guy and believe in their word easily .
You know what , NI HEN LAN ! .
You expect me to treat you nicely after knowing the truth .
You think what , I'm motionless people like you ?
It's a fact that I'll give you attitude .
In fact , I'm already very kind for not slapping you straight and hard into your face .
Although , I slap , beat you once to vent out my sadness .
I'm sorry that's not even 1% for the pain that I'm suffering in my heart
because of you .
I had never being such a fool in my life , you're the first one that make me
look like a fool ... You're so disgusting ! ..

WONGSAYHAW , now i curse you straight into your face , deep into your heart .
You'll never find true love , may you fail in everything given to you ,
lost everything and ended up become a beggar on the street
begging for food and money ...
And all this is only what you deserve ...

I HATE YOU !

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P.S : This is Dedicated to WONGSAYHAW

...

List of problem after problem , can someone just tell me what should i do ?
i cry badly last night , water tap just can't be tighten ...
Why did you lie to me again and again ?!
Are you just trying to stop me from doing
silly thing and that's why you lie ?
If that's the reason , i can tell you . you don't need to worry about a single thing
as i won't do silly thing because of you because you don't worth that price ..
Like you say , you're going to find a girlfriend or couple or whatever ,
I'm sure jealous but it's pointless ...
Just yesterday , on our fifth month of breaking ...
You told me , "Stop wasting your time & Find your own happiness" ...
This sentence , really does hurt ...
But still I'll listen to you .
I won't find a boyfriend as i know I'll be unfaithful ...
Instead , I'll just hold on to single lifestyle and slowly get over
you . It's not easy i swear ...


P.S : If that's what you want , I'll grant your wish ...

Camp

Guys , i'm back from camp ... ;D
Had a fun day on the camp , thank yan zhi , SHENGWEI !!!(although you keep disturb me) Wen wei , Juey(Xiao ma yi) , and the counsellor for it ... ;D

P.S : Boy , you're treating me colder and colder each day ...

Plain love

Had been out for this few day and I'm tired ...
No picture as i didn't take any when I'm out ... Lols ...
Alright , and that's it ...
Had some camp tomorrow , still wondering want to go anot ..
Reasons i didn't want to go for the camp is because it will be staying
overnight and that equal to i can't see someone ...
In fact , I'm kind of missing him now ...
Sighhhhhh , should i go or what ???

P.S : If only you know , everything i do i did it for you ...

Stab thought it

Dedicated to some peep , that will never come to read my blog ,
If you think what you do is right , then i have nothing much to say ..
Do you think you say you don't know for anything can solve everything ?
I'm afraid you're wrong .
I'm not your slave , i didn't owe you anything .
On the other hand , you're the one that owe me ...
Some thing that's done mean done already ,
Stop shedding all those crocodile tear
and act like a good person in front
of everybody ..
Stop acting like as if you care a lot about me as i know you don't ,
and that refer to myself as well .
Although i really did care about you , but i won't force myself
to tolerate all those nonsense that you demand from me anymore .
I'll heck care everything from this minutes ..
Even if you die on the spot , is non of my business ...

thinking back ...

Somehow , had been missing a lot ,
The time whereby everyone use to meet together , play , joke , slack...
But it's seem impossible as a lot of thing happen ...
It can only be a memories that I'll remember forever ...

ROT

Hallooooooxzxzxzxz ! lols ,
Had been experiencing stunning event during this few day of rotting , LOLS !!
I WANT TO FIND A GOOD JOBXZXZXZ !
Currently i had a job but thinking whether want to back ...
Whatever , holiday ending in 20+ day ? i think so ...
Had been sick for the past few day , Spend $49 on four stupid medicine ? WTF ?
I had already complete my medicine , but still my flu and cough haven yet gone ...
Stupidxzxzzx one ...
That's all for now , will blog if i have the mood ...

SICK ! wtf

Currently , i'm sick now . Having a super bad cough that don't even allow me to talk ...
Having a fever of 38.5 degree .. WTF ?