Coated with honey , seal with a kiss .
If you're the boy answer me this .
Was it true that you love me ?
Was it real it last for 5 year ?
If yes it do , wait for me ,
Till the day that I'm ready .
If no it wasn't , Give it up ,
Cause i may not be the one for you .

Fated seem to be making
a fool out of us .
When i love you , you give up ,
When i give up , you love me .
Let time prove that my conclusion are wrong ,
If it was our destiny ,
let both of us have the feeling back ,
and change the reality .
Boy , will we be together ?

Some overdue pictures . ;D

Alright it's been !@#$%$# day since i last blogged .
I shall blogged now .

26/8/09
Went amore with denise and sherlyn ;D
Do some belly dancing , swimming , stream bath
and stretch feet exercise with them which was fun
but resulting in cramping .
homed at 9pm plus . ;D

27/8/09
Went to dhoby ghaut ? with meng hwee 4pm plus
to watch year one ;D which were quite a nice movie ;D
After that , had bento as dinner .
When orchard , somerset to shop shop . ;D
Homed at 12am plus ;D

28/8/09
Went to Tampines with meng hwee at 5pm plus
to buy my landyard .
Had teppanyaki as dinner ;D
Homed at 12am plus

29/8/09
Went to dhoby ghaut with meng hwee and co. at 1pm plus
Watch final destination 3D which was a GOOD! movie ;D
after that , walked around west area
Homed at 1am plus ;D

P.S : Thank andrew for your arm ...

Thing are all so happening ,
the most unpredictable thing happen again and again .
Tragedy happen again and again upon me .
Wondering just how much longer i can stand .
我好累了 .
A true smile is something i desire , but i can't seem to get it .
Leaving with a mask is something i do everyday .
I wish and i wish to get out of those miserable memories .
好想有真正的辛福 ,,,

Apparently , i lost my phone ...
To the fucking who took my phone :
You yourself so Fsuking pathetic is it ?
not even have enough money to buy yourself a phone .
I tell you i already had made a police report .
If you return to me i sua .
If not , don't let me found out who took it i make sure he/she die .

P.S : Peep out there want to contact me simpily tagged my board
with name and i shall mail you the way to contact me ...

To Some peep :
If you're referring to me on your post , then i gotta clear myself .
Firstly , let talk about the link , i admit that you're the one that started it first .
but after that , you are the one that think about my link together .
Secondly , picture i snap it without thinking of anything regarding to your blog ,
Thirdly , song i mainly just go for my liking .
As for the promises things , i admit once again that i fail my promise about going
to school often . I did promise you always in the first place , but after that , i say don't know
or see first which doesn't even equal to promising you .
As for the job thing , i remember i always say see first and i didn't even promise you about it .
You're the one that think that i promise you about it and keep on "forcing" me to accept it
without even think about my own situation .
I'm not trying to push the blame or what , is just that i think i wasn't the only one
to blame .
Whether you believe it or not , my conscience is clear .
If you me to change anything , tell me straight without hiding this and that .
Lastly , i don't wish this thing will affect our friendship .
You should know that i'm referring to you ...

1) Are you sinqle or attached ?
Ans: It's complilcated

2) Do you have a person you like ?
Ans: Somehow , yes

3)What is the name of your person you in love with ?
Ans: Mr.Turtle ...

4)If the person you in love and your mother dropped into the sea , who will you save?
Ans: No one , cause i can't swim ..

5)Have you hug someone before ?
Ans: Who doesn't ?

6)Do you love your parents ?
Ans: Yes ,

7)Will you hug the want you love ?
Ans: Depend ...

8)Are you willinq to do anythinq for your boyf/girlf ?
Ans: Depend .


9)Are you jealous now ?
Ans: Somehow yes .

10)Who is the last person who msq you ?
Ans: Winfred

11)Who is your clique ?
Ans: randoms

12)Do you want babies in future ?
Ans: Not really .

13)Do you prefer MacDonald , long john silver or KFC ?
Ans: I dont like all .

14)Do you sniff glue ?
Ans: Narhs , not interested .

15)Do you smoke ?
Ans: Yes .

16)If your boyf /girlf play 2 timer behind you , what will you do ?
Ans: No ideas .

17)If you rich , what will you do ?
Ans: Spend all i want ...

18)If the love wants held your hand , what will you do ?
Ans: Let him hold .

19)If the want you in love , reject you , what will you do ?
Ans: Move on , true love doesn't mean need to have him .

20)What is your favourite character ?
Ans: Narhs ...

21)Friendship or love ?
Ans: friendship .

22)Cookie monster or elmo ?
Ans: Cookie monster .

23)Do you use laptop or computer ?
Ans: Computer

24)Do you like lollipop ?
Ans: Yes ,

25)Do you have a diary ?
Ans: like duh , if not what I'm writing at .

26)there an admirer and wont die heart , what will you do ?
Ans: Ask him wait long long ...

27)If you quarrel wit your boyf / girlf , and ask for a break up , what will you do ?
Ans: Break lorhs , cannot force also .

28)Are you blur ?
Ans: Maybe yes , maybe not .

29)If you can have your hair dye , what colour do you want it to be ?
Ans: Red , dark purple .

30)Who is the last person you chatted with ?
Ans: lots ...

31)How many boyf / girlf have you beaten before ?
Ans: 2 .

32)If you boyf / girlf do not love you anymore , what will you do ?
Ans: Ask for a breakup .

33)What school are you in ?
Ans: PYSS

34)Taq 10 bestie or friends to do this quiz ?
Ans: Narhs ... not interested .

Remember the days ,
where happiness are not far away ,
You stood still holding my hand
and told me you're not alone .
No matter what life bring
I'll hold you hand ,
I'll be there for you ,
I shall be the angel ,
that protects you with my life .

Tears of happiness follow ,
Thought i found my guardian angel .
But time prove that I'm wrong .
My angel turns out to be a devil
who's sucking my blood .
Being unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him ,
I allow my blood to be suck till the day it get dried .

One day , the devil told me ,
I love you and i mean it .
I'm happy like i was before .
Soon , evidences seem to prove
that he's lying to me once again .
Trying to run away from reality .
Trying to believe everything he said
but it's impossible .
Wondering should I
believe him or the reality .
How i wish i did not get to know it ,
and i shall stay like a fool in my own
digital fantasy world having you there
holding tightly to my hand ...

Back to posting ,
today went off to vivo at 3plus to meet ben , shieh ying and co .
Had sushi as dinner , and went off at 6plus ,
7plus reaching 8 , went off to xinyan(jie) birthday celebration ;D
slack awhile later with co. , went off at 10plus ..
11plus after go home and change , went off to blk 122 ro meet up with sister for
some gathering dinner stuffs .
home sweet home at 12 ;D

P.S : HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN XIN YAN ;D