我的心很痛 , 我好累 ...
Hopefully , I'll be able to catch up with your footsteps .
You seem so far away ...

Tagged Replied :

Veronica: Last long with Zegna (:
ELAINE : Okays ... :)

weiyeow: tagged haahha ....
ELAINE : Hahas , tyvm . ;D

sherlyn: i tagged liao lol..
ELAINE : Tagged then tagged luhhhs ...

BRANDON: relink
ELAINE : relink you soon . ;D

Jonathan: relink
ELAINE : reliink you soon . ;D

School was fine today .
Skip PAL test ... when in school at 10 plus ..
Had lesson all the way to 2.30 .. ;D
Homed with elvy ...
Reach at home at 4plus .. ;D

Tagged Replied :

weiyeow: bro last long with zegna wor hahahaha ......................
ELAINE : Hehes , i'll de bro . ;D

jianwen-: grats (:
ELAINE : hahas thank . ;D

ELVY: last long darling!
ELAINE : You Too Darling . ;D

Jacqueline: last long mummy! ^^v
ELAINE : Hahas , Thank nu er .. i'll de . ;D

Jacqueline: Yay, i got heart!!
ELAINE : Of course you got heart . ;D you're my beloved nu er lerhs . ;D

sherlyn^^: oi...bo tagged mi..u gd...
ELAINE : OEI ! you bo tagged me also .... Zzz

Jonathan: last long with zegna!
ELAINE : Hahas , i'll de ;D

zegna: here to tag bi
ELAINE : BI !!!!! I MISS YOU LUHHHS !!

BRANDON: tagged , link me
ELAINE : Hahas , linked le . ;D

When over to school with elvy today . ;D
Homed with elvy at 2plus ? ;D
When over to school to watch floorball
Head over to bbt with ian , jian hao , terry , jonathan , brandon and bi . ;D
Homed at 9plus . ;D

ZEGNA ZYS !
I LOVE YOUUU LUHHHS !
I want to last as long as possible with you .. ;D
25/01/10
20.24 ;D

Tagged Replied :

weiyeow: finally see u hahahahahaha ................ sebei sian sia
ELAINE : Hahas , ;D yea yea long time never see you le ...

Jonathan: tag ^.^!
ELAINE : ;D :D :D

Shiping: Hellooooo! :B.
ELAINE : Hello . ;D

zegna: tag tag ♥
ELAINE : I LOVE YOU LUHHHHS !!

Denise: thanks babe. (L)
ELAINE : No need thanks . ;D

Siti Hawa: Elaine! Linky needed. http://saranghaeyo-hawa.onsugar.com
ELAINE : Link you up soon .. ;D

Feeling of the day let this song guide it ...

勇气 ---梁静茹

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你

...

Man , i'm getting crazy already ...
All i wish is a quieter home without anyone shouting here and there every time ...
Financial problem of the house is getting more and more serious ..
What should i do ???
Feel like having a weekend job to support myself so as to stop
getting pocket money , but i can't ! ! !
My studies will be affected ...
My relationship with er jie is getting from bad to worse ...
I can't imagine why she had to do this to me cause of a guy ...
She know for sure how much i hate to see him yet bringing him
in front of me everyday ??? WTF !!
Sometime i really envy other girl of my age .
They had a complete family , they can always go out with their healthy mummy and daddy
go shopping and really enjoy
while me ? i can never had these ...
Mummy and daddy left me while i was primary 4 and i'm living with papa .
Now they are back with me again but this time
Mummy is suffering from some walking and mental disability and daddy is having dialysis ..
While my papa gotta work from morning till midnight now to support the family ...
Like what other said , i'm independent , i'm strong but in
fact i'm just like other ordinary girl .
I too want to take care of , want to have someone to rely on ,
but can i ?
Da jie family problem had worsen now and somehow i think she getting crazy
over household chores that she gotta take over since mummy left .
I think i need to be mentally prepare to take care of the house cause i know i
can't rely on er jie ..
If only there isn't any financial plus family problem
how nice will my home be ....

Wake up at 6 today ,
down to 511 with jian hao to meet the rest for breakfast ...
when school aftermath .
Lesson was still okays ...
After school , gotta go back to school for some problems ...
Hai , should be accompany zegna to see doc de ,
but no choice ...
When inter had lunch with co. afterward .
Elvy , jac , kenny came to join us later .. ;D
Homed at 5plus ...

我很烦 !!! 不知道应该做什么啦 !!!!
接受也不对 , 不接受也不对 ...
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊 !!!!!!!!!
自己倒底是不是也已经爱上他了 ...
我不知道啦 !!!!!
如果你真的爱我 , 那么就给我多一点时间
好让我确定自己的感觉 ...

Tagged Replied :

jiaqi: Elaine! I'm here to tag! Cheers! (:
ELAINE : Hahas , thank ;D

weiyeow: tag tag hahahaha ,,,, sian sian sian sian
ELAINE : O.o ??

sherlyn: dots..
ELAINE : LOLS ???

zegna: no wind ...blog jump jump jump to your blog lor =D
ELAINE : Orhs .... ;D

Jeannie: Kkz pretty! Takecare
ELAINE : Take good care too yea , pretty .. ;D

Shanice,: Will link you soon oki !
ELAINE : Alright alright . See you soon . ;D

ah liang: view and tags take care:D
ELAINE : You're ???

sherlyn^^: relinked
ELAINE : Relinked you soon ... :D

Magdeline: Tagged . (:
ELAINE : Thank babe . ;)

zegna: hello=D
ELAINE : Hi hi :)

Jonathan: tag tag
ELAINE : Tagged you back le . ;D takes care ...

Finally , I put the full stop .
Life is so harsh on me ...
Thought i'm the one that really cannot bare to ...
But i manage to drive him away ...
Bye Bye ...

Tags Replied :

sherlyn^^: haha!!!
ELAINE : LOLS ?

sherlyn^^: don be sad worhs!! anythin u could find mi understand..i always be thr;P
ELAINE : Thank girl . ;D i'm fine already ...

jonathan: linked u up already cheer up cheer up!~
ELAINE : Hahas , Thank di . ;D

hey yo brother tagged ah: message
ELAINE : Hahas , i'll de .. ;D

zegna: tag tag =D
ELAINE : 0.o ? What wind blow you to my blog de ???

I'm no longer your princess neither are you my prince ,
Therefore this heartbreaking never lasting story should
come to a full stop .
As the author of this book , i decided that i shall stop
producing series of it ...
In another 12 day will be completely a year that we break off ...
Hopefully , Life will be better for me after i bring up my red pen
and finally put a full stop ...
I'll never forget those happy moment i have with you thus
I hope you can remember it as well ...
Sad moment let us throw it away ...
If you're leaving i won't stop it again ...
It the last romance ...
Although I still love you , But I'll let it go ...

08/10/08 10.56pm ...
(352463)(ELAINE) + (729429)(SAYHAW)
Shall forever be a part of history ...

If it doesn't bother me , why did it still hurt me so ?
Is it frustration or jealousy that is implanted in me
when ever i saw you with another girl ?
Serious , I don't want to face the reality ...
I feel like crying by which i didn't in the end ...
I still try to put on a strong front to cover up
all my emotion that I'm actually hiding inside me ...
Why does you keep breaking your promises ?
I'm alone now , yet you're making thing worst for me ...
For once i thought you really love me , and are providing me
with the unconditional and irrevocably love that I'm actually
seeking for ...
But still , Everything still go back the square 1 regardless of
how much I had been tolerating and giving ..
I'm really tired ....

Hey peepos ! I'm back ... Update due to the request of my Ah di . ;D
31/12/09
When out to meet jacqueline and elvy at t1 then when to cs to meet kenny and co .
When to a certain pub after that ...
Sing etc's

Homed at 4am plus reaching 5 ...

Tagged Replied :

sherlyn: yo finally updated lols...
ELAINE : Hahas ...

boonmay: what job are you working as? DD can intro! haha
ELAINE : I'm not working le .. ;D

weiyeow: hello tagged hahahahhaa
ELAINE : THANK YOU !! xD

sherlyn: ARGHHH....update mah...
ELAINE : Chill update liaos ...

junhao: tagged!
ELAINE : Thank . ;D

sherlyn: UPDATE LAHHHHH...
ELAINE : Update liaos luhhhhs !!

sherlyn: heheh..FINALLY UPDATED HAHAX..lol someone say me sth in my blog lols..hate sia..
ELAINE : I go see le ...

xBLUR: Hello. Rosie here. Relink. Tq. Plus mind being gan ?
ELAINE : Relink you soon ... Sorry i don't really keep gan ...

sherlyn: UPDATE!!!! `~`
ELAINE : Okays ...

junhui: tag:)
ELAINE : Thank :D

jonathan: jie link me up and tag!
ELAINE : Ah di uhs ! You never give link how i link ???