A hand required another hand to hold ,
A spoon will be accompany by a fork .
Night will be follow by day .
Dreams will be awaken by waking up ...
Somehow life is following a cycle everyday .
Keep repeating it's pattern continuously .

We're just like this cycle ,
Repeating and repeating ,
Separated yet reunion .
Reunion but sill separated .
Was it fated or a joke ?
Was it a joke or reality ?
Was a reality thus it fated ?
I really don't feel like knowing it .

It's already 1 year plus ,
What we go through
defined that this time is just too short .
Once bitten twice shy ,
therefore it's just seem impossible
for me to give you another chance
thought i really feel to .
The key to our closeness
is my weakness .
Depend is the key that
still lead me to you .
You belong to the black world
while i belong to the white .
But somehow i wish i was the Grey ,
So i can stand next to you ,
depend on you while not having
to become your kind .
But I know there's no Grey .
It's only black or white .

Hopefully once again ,
time will prove everything .
Prove the wrong or right
of our repeating history .
Frankly speaking ,
I couldn't live without you .
On the other hand ,
I wanted to live without you .
It's the mixed feeling once again
Flowing through my blood vessels .

Hey peepo I'm back for blogging ...
Firstly , Happy sweet 16th for me on 27/03/10 . !
Can't remember what happened for the past few day but ..
Shall start reminisce from my birthday . ;D
27/03/10
Had my first outing with sh at midnight 1plus ...
Went east coast for pool session . ;D
Afterward went for doll catcher and sweetland . ;D
Thank sh for giving me such a big doraemon biscuit
and Hello Kitty full family photo . ;D
I'll cherish it !! I love them . <3 .
After that , went to seaside for sea breezes . ;D
Chitty-chatty till morning 6 plus , thought of watching sea rise but too
bad it's a different angle thus i can't see a single thing!!
Well anyways , cabbed homed at 6plus .
Wake up at 2plus on this same special date . ;D
Went mummy house later onward and meet darl , yz and bran at mummy house
downstair . ;D
Thank guy for your birthday cake . ;D
After cutting and eating the cake , i went homed to bath first as going out later
to celebrate my birthday .
Homed , bathed etc's and finally out with sh to meet co at inter . ;D
Went Tampines Safra , should be meeting co. for pool but ,
i go bowling with sh and yea , i win him ! First time score until over an 100 point . ;D
After that , went backed bedok for dinnertime with family with sh .
Backed to Tampines Safra to meet bran , yz , darl , terry , ryan , kenny , zegna , vyonne , right after dinner time . ;D
Had a little bit of pool session and next down to platform for drinking and sadly I'm drunk
for the third time . . .
Anyways , Thank guy for taking care of me during the time that i was drunk . ;D
Sorry and thank .
Alright that it , i shall stop here reader . ;D
Gotta go sleep awhile more before going to school .
Bye . ;D

Tagged Replied :

20 Mar 10, 13:01

BRANDON: tagged
ELAINE : Hahas , thank . ;D

17/03/10
Went to watch kaiji with co.
Homed at 10plus ...

18/03/10
Went out with ah ann , kor kor and sayhaw to bugis to look for papa birthday present
but ended up buying nothing .. Zzz
Instead , we went iluma for arcade . ;D
And also I bought one uzumaki ICE CREAM !!! Loves <3
Happen to chance upon darl there also . ;D
Homed at 9plus ...

Tagged Replied :

16 Mar 10, 20:21
EUNICE: who's ter and jer?
ELAINE : You Guess ??? Hahas , Terry and Jeremy . :)

19 Mar 10, 08:42
Jonathan: tag !
ELAINE : Thank you Ah Jon ! ;D When are you going unprivate your Blog ... ? Zzz

19 Mar 10, 16:16

ELVY: tagged darl! (:
ELAINE : Aligato ! Love you ;D

Out to meet darl , eun , yz , ter , bran ,
Played murderer ,
jon , jer , ryan , zeg come afterward ...
Went block shopping awhile
with ryan , ter , eun and yz .
Go 551 slacked later with ryan , ter , bran , darl , eun , yz ...
ken come afterward .
Slack slack ,
Tonned till 5plus reaching 6 .
Homed at 6plus . ;D

Tagged Replied :

15 Mar 10, 14:47
EUNICE: omg, EUNICE please. eun sounds so retarded.
ELAINE : Lols , I'm glad you know .. xD jkjk

Arghhh !!
My code crash !!
Shag , but anyways i fix it by changing into a new blogskin ...
Say bye bye to my old blogskin , i can't bare to but no choice .. D:
Anyways , welcome my new blogskin .. ;D
Hahas , meet darl , eun and berwin at 75 later on ...
Cabbed down to 551 find darl , eun , ter , ryan and bran . ;D
Yz come afterward ...
Homed with ryan at 11plus . ;D

Meet darl ,
then follow by brandon , terry , ryan and jonathan at cine . ;D
Watch Happy go lucky ..
Rating 5/5 .. ;D
After movie , rush last bus 14 back to bedok .
Go 531 drink water ,
then to brandon house and ton .
Played blackjack and Texas poker . ;D
Tonned till 7am plus .
Then cabbed home with darl . ;D

P.S : Thank terry and ryan for teaching me how to calculate the poker thing .. ;D

Tagged Replied :

14 Mar 10, 16:50

EUNICE: *ahem ahem* (:
ELAINE : aha aha , Linked already . ;D

If I'm given a second chance what should i do ?
If I'm given a time machine , how far will i let the time to rewind ?
Sorry for being stubborn and unreasonable that day ,
I can only blame myself for everything .
Those feeling of missing cum fearing is unable to describe .
I wanted to see you yet i avoid you ,
I miss you voice yet i don't want to talk to you ...
I wanted this and i wanted that ,
But somehow , I no longer have the courage for everything ...
Sorry silly boy for causing the ending to turns out this way ...
Maybe you might or might not get to see this post
but still i wanted to post my feeling out ,
it's hurt for me to hide everything in front of so many people everyday ...
I don't want to face the reality , yet i know i don't have the choice .
I'll will learn to be strong and move on . ;D
Hopefully you'll be too alright ?
We shall remain as good friend and maybe in the future ,
if fate allowed , we will be together once again ,
and this time round , I promise ...
I'll cherish everything ...
I'll never allowed you to leave my side again ....

This is dedicated to ZegnaZYS ....

Thinking whether should i closed down my blog a not ...
Just felt that , there isn't any needs for me to keep this blog as memories
killed , but on the other hand , i need a place for me to write down
every moments happening in life .
Whatever , maybe i should just keep or closed down when the time reaches ....

Went school that day and went over to IR for visiting ,
lazy type let photo do the talking ...

Tagged Replied :

2 Mar 10, 21:14

ZEGNA: tag tag
ELAINE : Okays ...

3 Mar 10, 19:45

Jonathan: tag jie and cheer up!
ELAINE : Hahas , no worries i'm alright . ;D

4 Mar 10, 21:57

weiyeow: tag
ELAINE : Thank . :)

我真的很懦弱 , 似乎已经不再有勇气
去相信爱情了 ...
一百分是我永远都没有办法给你的 .
但我希望你能给我你的一百分 .
我知道我很自私 . 也很伤人 .
但这不是我想要的 ,
是爱情逼我的 .
我会用一颗真心去弥补我的过错 ,
但愿你能把我从爱情的黑洞里救出来 ,
让我再一次相信我可以把我的一百分送给你 .
希望我们的爱情故事永远都不会有结局 .
我不想再受到任何伤害 ,
所以我选择了麻木 ...
但我知道我已经不能失去你了 ,
你已经变成了我生命的一部分 ...
这就是我对你的承诺 ...

The unreachable dream is what i desire .
Fantasy world with darling little faeries flying around the flower bed .. ;D

Anyways , went school early today with darl ! Like so finally . ;D
Had maths mock exam till 2 .
Should be going for maths extra lesson but i skipped anyways .
Went inter with jac , yz , eun , darl and jon .
Had KFC for lunch ..
Jac , eun and darl left afterward .
Went to 551 slacked awhile ,
then follow by godma house ..
Homed at 7plus .. ;D

P.S : Thank yz for walking me to the bus-stop . ;D Lovees ya !